dusty blog

hello dusty blog.
summer is almost over, and i feel unaccomplished.
yes, i did move to a new apartment, traveled to sf and austin/dallas, attended(ing) friends' weddings, and hiked some
but something is gnawing at me inside
i have been feeling unsettled, bored, and annoyed
my sociability is waning
the tendency to be timid and push people away is coming back
i've been a terrible friend/sister and forgot to send some birthday gifts
i feel like i make lots of friends but have trouble keeping them
maybe it's just the seattle gray hitting me harder than usual.
or maybe i'm lacking a purpose in life.

well. can't keep moping about it.
first thing's first. finish unpacking my boxes and setup the apartment. over two months after i moved in =P
then, explore my new neighborhood some more